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dont you ever feel like you cant escape anything?
not this room you are in?
not the people who've left you to your own devices?
you cant feel whole anywhere?
your alone inside yourself?
on here?
and you want to scream, but you cant its pointless and pathetic.
you dont want the stereotypical crap anymore.
this is getting too much.
and no one will answer my last post i know it was too long. but yes - i DO want people to communicate with me... being alone isnt about isolation, its about being disconnected from other people. feel that everyone says 'we understand you' but no, NO you dont.
im not saying it because i am young.
but please for god sake, this IS alone.
i just want to see if people can reach out in ways beyond normal. like i would for them.
all is in vain.
everything.
call me sensitive.
i dont mind what you call me.
and this isnt to get you to answer my last post.
im just feeling a million miles away from anything.
not this room you are in?
not the people who've left you to your own devices?
you cant feel whole anywhere?
your alone inside yourself?
on here?
and you want to scream, but you cant its pointless and pathetic.
you dont want the stereotypical crap anymore.
this is getting too much.
and no one will answer my last post i know it was too long. but yes - i DO want people to communicate with me... being alone isnt about isolation, its about being disconnected from other people. feel that everyone says 'we understand you' but no, NO you dont.
im not saying it because i am young.
but please for god sake, this IS alone.
i just want to see if people can reach out in ways beyond normal. like i would for them.
all is in vain.
everything.
call me sensitive.
i dont mind what you call me.
and this isnt to get you to answer my last post.
im just feeling a million miles away from anything.
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hiya sweetie - i just signed in otherwise i would have answered it. u not feelin so great ? im sendin u a hug lol n im here if u wanna msg/chat me xxxxxxxx
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I understand where you are coming from with this! I haven't looked at you last post as I'm just on. I don't know what the answer is because believe you me, I would give it to everybody!! You're not alone! x
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I do know how you feel, even with this site and people telling you they understand, and they're here...it's up to you though. I think you've taken a pretty big step in trying to connect by this post. Keep talking and putting yourself out there, one of these days, someone will come around.
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Srry you didn't replies to your earlier post. Sometimes things just move so fast here a post comes and goes before anyone gets a chance to read it.
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Im sorry yur feeling so alone at the moment. I have felt like that a lot through my life. Ds has helped a lot because there are others who feel the same. Lots of hugs for you.
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Believe me I do know how you feel. I often have overwhelming feelings of loneliness. I have plenty of friends but sometimes sat with a group of friends I can't hear what people are saying because the voice in my head is too loud telling me how alone I feel. Talking to people who understand on DS helps but it is no substitue for having someone there to have a one on one talk and a hug.
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hi bryon, in a sense we are all alone, that's why we come to DS and find other people that can relate to our own unique personalities...none of us (that i know) are normies.. so i can't sit across from you and look in the eye, but i can extend friendship and understanding about being alone. before DS i isolated myself and since joining i have made many friends and feel so much better about having ppl that care about me and i mutually care about them. it helps to interact w/ppl, it's very healing. so, we are here for you, anything i can do to help, let me know & i'll try, k?
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I think I understand. I might as well be living in a desert I'm so damn alone, I might as well have been raised by wolves they would have done a better job. When no one understands you and you can't relate, I think that is what it is to be ultimately alone.
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