Here lately I have felt a void. It's hard to explain exactly. For some reason I want to have another child. I have even went as far to look for sperm donor on the internet. I don't know why I am feeling this urge, I have two healthy children. For some reason I feel the need to want to love another child. I have been single for 4 1/2 years now, and have no prospects on the horizon. Both of my boys have expressed interest at one time or another for a baby brother or sister. Why am I feeling and wanting this so badly?
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