I'm very very worried and scared that I won't be able to do my presentation in the future, I got to pick my date and I chose second last, so I go on January 11,2022. I know that's three months from now but I'm still freaking out because At some point I'm going to have to either do it or not show up and fail, I don't know if my anxiety will be better by then or at least good enough to give a public presentation, I'm no where near prepared right now i recently tried public speaking and I couldn't read for more than 10 seconds without feeling like someone was choking me. Im also just worried in general about my social anxiety not getting better than it is right now, like overwhelmingly worried.
So just because the day keeps getting worse, I just found a red nodule cyst like thing on my 4 year old dogs paw. My dogs are obviously my saving grace.So now I have to just not breathe until I can get him to the vet.Make it stop, what have I done, really. It is one thing after another
I woke up fatherless today.Last night at around 2:30 God took my father home.I spent yesterday by his side reading from the bible to him.I pray he finds the peace he couldnt get in lifeI kove you dad