Everything in my mind, swirling, twisting, mixing into a stew of misery, wondering if I will ever be "normal"...will I ever lead a regular life, or will the demons of mental illness torment me day in and day out, I am complete loser, I have accomplished nothing in my life, I have quit everything I have attempted.....I know sit in a dark room wondering what my life would be like if I didn't have mental illness ---Will
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