I get nervous at the thought of socialising, and I dont have any good friends. I jump whenever the phone rings, and I dont answer the phone or the door. But I just don't feel like I want to make any effort, I just cant bebothered to overcome the fear and nervousness. I like being alone, and I think I prefer it. But I just dont think it's healthy... My comfort zone has shrunk so much that I get nervous walking outside my bedroom door and I have to wait until I can hear that there's no one around... It's not like this all the time, but recently I have been extremely depressed.
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