I look around here and see so many people in horrible situations that no human being should be in. I was never abused nor neglected. I'm in a good financial situation, and I'm reasonably capable when it comes to my studies. I was bullied through elementary school to the end of high school but that is all in the past. But it seems, despite having every advantage in life, I'm still depressed. I feel like some attention seeking child fishing for sympathy. I shouldn't be like this, I shouldn't have to cut myself and drink just to get through the week. I shouldn't be on anti-depressants, but I am. I'm no doubt going to disgust many people with this post, but I'm trying to find out why I'm like this and was wondering if anybody else feels this way.
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