For the past month I've been having feelings like everything is empty. I've been depressed for 7 years, but I've never had anything like this. I just want to go into my room & shoot myself, but I'm trying so hard not to. I went into an inpatient, then felt better. I went back to work, then I had to leave & take a week off. I went back last week feeling better, but now I have the empty feeling again. Like I have no reason to live. I don't know how to get rid of it. I told me boyfriend to leave me so he didn't have to go through all of this. I don't know how to fix this.
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