I hurt all over tonite - all i wanna do is cry - seems like thats all i wanna do lately - its getting closer and closer to june and i hate that month - i dont know what im gonna do when june 23 comes around am i gonna be worse? I dont wanna even think about it......I'm still SI myself -- on my hands, in my mouth, cutting places that wont show scars -- i dont kno what i wrong with me -- i kno all this stuff bout my mom is bothering me but its something much deeper than that, at least i think....i thought for sure yesterday i was gonna get some real help but i started crying even before i got to the place -- im always crying maybe not on the outside but constantly on the inside -- but my grandparents still dont know -- like now i hold all my emotions etc in till they go to bed then i cry or if im out in the car ill pullover and cry cuz i cant have anyone from school see me -- y u might ask well it would cause big trouble (long story) - just feel like garbage
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