Just feel alone. I really thought about my ex & I really miss him. I feel really sad over it. I just wish that he was here. I can't believe that our babies are dead & he left me for someone else. I just am irritated with myself. Just feel soo empty. I try SOO HARD to move on, but nothing seems to work. I feel soo guilty for our breakup & those babies. I just want to fix everything so me & my ex can be cordial. It hurts that he is NEVER coming back or our babies. Just feel soo alone & betrayed. Just don't like myself anymore. I can NEVER get the babies back or my ex so what's the point in it all. I DON"T feel that I deserve to be happy now. I ruined everything. Sick of talking about it, just want to change something. Theraphy is annoying because I don't wanna go & talk about it anymore because the problem is still the same ;IT'S ALL MY FAULT & HE & MY BABIES ARE NEVER COMING BACK. I FEEL SOO STUPID. I just feel soo WORTHLESS> DON"T ever know how to handle the pain anymore. JuSt feel stuck, cant move on so what's the point? I really NEED help. Any suggestions??: Because I just want to give up!! =(
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