ok i am not sure if this has happened to anyone else but i am terrified that i am growing colder and colder each passing day. It is as if too much has happened and the pain is simply to great to take. the really sad and messed up thing is that it is the last thing in the world i want to have happen. I fear also that i can no longer connect with people on a trully meaning full leavel. I have a few friends on here and i try my hardest to chear them up and do care deeply for them it is just that i don't know if i care about myself anymore and there for cannot fully understand or connect with others. not sure what i am looking for with this just wanted to put it out there.
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