This is the one holiday that brings me so down! Thats all iv ever wanted in my life is to have been a father, but the clock, and circumstance are so against me! I feel iv been very strong in bearing this depression, but this one is really killing me! I wish i could just sleep through the whole day untill its over! so empty, so hurting, i think i could endure physical pain much easier! Someone on the phone wished me a happy fathers day! I know they meant well, but i felt a very real stabbing sensation in my heart! I wonder if anyone else ever felt like this? My all of you good dads enjoy this day tomorrow!!
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