My family are stressing me out far too much. I'm 19 and they want to control when I go to bed and all my medical info. Also, my mom has major mood swings. She makes rude comments a lot. I decided one night with my boyfriend to move down to his mom's house since we don't have the money for our own place at the moment. I tell my parents they flip. My mom says I'm not loyal to the family and that my boyfriend is taking me away from them. My dad says he will change to make things less stressful for me. He said to give him till the end of December, but nothing has happened so far, in fact it's gotten worse. My parents keep nagging me saying how it's a horrible decision and that I have to get new doctors and how I'm going to have to get a job to help pay the bills at his mom's house. Everything they say seems to have to do about money. My dad said he would buy me the eclipse i really wanted if i stay. He also said that if I leave his and my mom's marriage will fall apart. And that I'm killing him by leaving. My best friend says I'm leaving her, which is true, but I feel like she's blaming me. My parents are blaming my boyfriend and his family for me wanting to leave. My boyfriend's moving with or without me because he can't take the way my mom talks to him. I don't like the way my mom talks to him either so I don't blame him. So basically, If I stay and nothing changes, which my mom doesn't even seem to be trying, then I'll go insane but my parents will be happy. Also, I'll be miserable without my boyfriend and shoved into more stress with my mom and dad's marriage problems. Or if I leave my parents are going to be upset and cry lots. I know my dad is trying, but he doesn't help when he says that if I'm going anyways that he's wasting his time. That makes me feel really low since he should want to make me happy and spend more time with me even if I leave. It doesn't feel sincere, like he's only doing this to keep me here and not to make me happy. My grades are slipping and I'm sleeping 12 to 14 hours during the day and I'm up all night because I don't want to deal with them. My parents don't seem to be trying all they do is tell me about how bad of an idea they think it is. I'm sorry this is so long, but it's a long story and there's even more to it. I'm going crazy and I have to finish this semester, but I don't think I can last another month. I just want some advice and someone to talk to. Thank you so much if you took the time to read it all. If not, well at least I got to rant.
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