When my StepFather was dying of cancer I quit 2 jobs I loved and left everything behing and moved back home to take care of him. I promised him to take care of my mom who died 4 months later. My real brother did nothing to help. Now this brother has never said thank you, nothing and his life never changed. I called him today to confront him as to why I don't have a "family" he told me it was because I spent money from the estate w/out giving his half. Even though I live on disability the bastard will get his money. Now get this the step brother and sister. the sister is getting ready to have a book published and my stepbrother just married a woman he meet in Italy. My boyfriend (my soul) left me in 2 days and swore he'd never live with me again because of my depression,etc. So I live in a filthy trailer with no family and no friends and I will die from the lack of physical touch. I told my therapist that I will not live another year like I did last year. Death is my New Year's Resolution. Why does no one love me. I'm a loving and giving person, but my own family hates me. God has forsaken me.
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