I am feeling horrible today...the voices in my head are relentless and so is my despair. I see no light from where I'm sitting and only darkness surrounds me...I try to go outdoors and be around people but it's an impossible task...all i want to do is make it all go away and I keep thinking how a bullet to my head would do just that...what keeps me in this life so far is my care for others but I care nothing for myself and I am merely existing...I am in agony, fighting with myself, looking for a reason to keep going...I think I'm losing and my downward spiral continues...
Posts You May Be Interested In
I’m so confused and I need a friend
My family violated me in several ways four brothers sister mom and dad. I was sexual assault at least twice a month for years.......I just wanted to share my story.....I was the bud of folks jokes at home I gain weight at 11 yrs old, my period stop which caused invasive procedure by the gyn, I still beleive my mom hide something that further made me a victim. I was assualted in separate...