Please dont listen to the voices. I know that its hard because I've the same problem. We can help each other if you want because helping others makes you feel better and I'm the same. A hug will be coming your way

I think you stole what i was going to say. I hate the spiral...i hate the darkness, I hate not being able to stop falling in.

Do you have someone to talk to? A good friend/and or therapist? Are you on meds? Are you trying to remove negative factors from your life? I hope you start feeling better soon...I hope one of the things I mentioned can help you.

I know that your pain and depression isolates you, and makes you more depressed. That is why you need to still do what you can, go for a walk, to your favorite store, the library. I know it is difficult. Just remember some days are better than others, and today is a bad day. And remember, to everyone else, you are one of those "other" people you care about. You matter just as much as everyone else. What would you tell your closest friend to do if they were in your situation? Take care, you will not always feel this low.

I so relate to what you said. I have been having a horrible day, found myself longing to die, not for the first time. sometimes I feel like no one could possibly understand what i am going through. but finding this site has helped me realize i am not alone. and neither are you. everyday we survive is a day closer to a better day. hang in there just get through one day at a time. I dont know you , but i know how horrible the darkness is. And I truely want you to overcome it, as much as i do myself. give yourself some positive self talk and a hug. and never give up. people love you and care for you.

virginiaw believe i know what you are going through a couple of days ago i hit rock bottom too i had the gun and was ready to end it all but with the help from everyone here i got throught it. just remember we are here for you and if u need to talk just holler at me im here for you and will listen

VirginiaW, I understand how you feel. There is not a day that goes by that I don't want to be here. I had a drs. appt. today and I just had to call and cancel. I couldn't seem to get out of bed. I just have to try and think of something positive to hold onto everyday. Finding this website has helped me alot.

VirginiaW I so understand. I struggle with why I feel this way everyday. I always need to know the reason why. We are all family here and I tell you honestly I look to this place just to make it through the hard days. I hope you do the same because, we are here for you.

You need to fight your best fight with the voices. I too have them and so far I am winning. You can too. This site is what has saved me from falling back into my dark hole.Everyone here cares about each other and understands. Together we can achieve more and help each other. I Hope you feel better. :)