I don't know what has come over me, Everything was going great, I passed all my classes this quarter with straight A's, I have a good job....but I feel absoutly like a peice of shit, I feel lost, and numb, I dont think I can do it anymore, I am such a nice person...why can't I find someone?? what is wrong with me? and the people that are interested in me, are eaither on drugs, or just plan out psycho.... =( i can't take it anymore...Im on the edge right now, and all I need is just someone to push me a bit, then im gone...does anyone else feel like this???? or am I the only human in this world that doesnt really want to be here?????
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