Life's been a battle lately. I need something...anything that will tell me I'm enough. I'm such a moron. I want to cry and vent because I know that's what this place is for. And yet I can't really bring myself to fall apart emotionally the way I'm falling apart physically. I feel sick...too much wine...not enough food...and the temptation of the steak knives in the kitchen. I'm lost. I should have known, what goes up must come down...fast.
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