through PM someone has asked about my suicidial feelings, and said if they really are real then do activities. - yeh good advice.... BUT if they are really real??.....you dont just fake to be suicidal. i dont enjoy feeling that way, i dont mean to pull everyone else down...... i thought the idea was to come here and talk about how u feel, get suppourt rather than keeping it in, because i cant tell know one around me these feelings.i didnt ask to be this way, i didnt ask for things that have happened to me that effect me now to happen. i cant change how i feel just like that, and yes i have tried my very best to keep busy this weekend i shouldnt have posted how i feel, my mistake. sorry.but feelings like these u dont just fake, i may have mental health issues but u dont fake it, i am not that sick and evil.
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