hi all. so i was wondering if any of you are the same... i used to be a care free, fun loving person. people liked being around me. now i feel like i have to pretend to be that person or nobody will want to be around me. my old counslor said i should just be me, but who would want to be around someone who's depressed? so i fake it all the time. it's become really easy, but now it's like i can't be alone... cause then i have to be me... i dont know how to be genuinely care free and fun loving, but i like pretending i'm that way instead of being who i am. i dont know if this makes since.. but i feel like i'm living 2 lives.. it's weird.
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