I am constantly recalling past girlfriends, even the bad times when I didn't feel loved or important in their lives. I feel like it's pointless to be alone in life and I envy everyone who is in a relationship because I am not. I crave that attention from someone and I find it really hard somedays to get by without it. I try to fill my days up with activities to occupy my mind because I know where it will go if I don't.
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