I did something very embarrassing in class and I was literally about to cry but I held it in because that would be even more embarrassing, I feel very very ashamed of myself, disgusted with myself, and very very stupid. I was writing something very personal for someone's situation who's in a toxic situation, and everyone was playing a game so I thought nobody noticed, but three people sitting near me asked me what I was writing and I didn't say anything, I just stuttered and flipped the paper over, and it was awkward and I want to die right now. I'm so so ashamed of myself right now, and I've never hated social anxiety so much
So just because the day keeps getting worse, I just found a red nodule cyst like thing on my 4 year old dogs paw. My dogs are obviously my saving grace.So now I have to just not breathe until I can get him to the vet.Make it stop, what have I done, really. It is one thing after another
As I awake again same thing. I cannot take it I really can't. Facing this all is too hard for me. (It's truly like I want my mommy and I'm 57) how do I get through the day? I can't stand it.