Even though this is an anonymous website, I can't fully be honest, I feel very uncomfortable trying to be vulnerable, I'm not ashamed of my depression or anxiety(on here) but I'm ashamed of my addiction(extremely ashamed), I don't feel comfortable being myself around people, making what I'm thinking about in social situations is how I'm inferior because of my social anxiety, and how I'm such a big loser for being scared to walk up in front of the class and hand in a paper or ask a question, there's more I want to write about in this post but I just don't have the energy to think of everything to write in here
How about today we all clean up the pile of dishes in the sink. If you don't feel like doing the dishes and you have a dishwasher but haven't emptied it out go ahead and do that.
I just don't know what to do anymore. I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder at 21. Almost 4 years later and it is still taking over and complicating everything in my life. I'm constantly self sabotaging, I lash out and have attitude for no reason, I'm randomly breaking down and crying. I've lost so many friends, neber gotten along with family and may have possibly just lost my boyfriend...