I am lonely, I feel like shit, I want to die, I am mad at myself for feeling this way, I am a sane person I swear, but yet my thoughts and feelings tell me otherwise. I dont know how to function, I am barely making it. I want to have fun, be happy, live.....but it seems rather impossible. The only time I feel slightly content is when I am at work and have zero time to think.
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