well i thought i was doing quite well going to all my lessons and stuff like that - but ya know i still feel bad i still get in a shitty mood and i feel bad coz i take it out on my fella i dont reli deserve him - but we had such a bad arguement today i nearly left him - i hate getting in a bad mood and taking it out on him i feel so bad for him he dont deserve it but i cant help it - just spoke to him and hes just like i just wanna know whats wrong! and its like well its just not that simple if u know what i mean, ive tried explaining but he dont get it - perhaps im not good at explaining - he said you have been like this for a while but all i can say is im trying, i dont wanna put this on him it aint fair - i cant sleep rite now and hes alone in bed wot is he thinking? i dunno wot to do it was easier when i was acting happy than being honest !
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