I know that most of us are self loathing, but have you ever been in the middle of talking to someone and you just wanted to stab yourself in the freakin' eye because you just found yourself so ANNOYING?! This makes it really hard for me to believe that anyone can actually like. If I wish I could walk away from myself, how do others feel about me? It's pretty bad if you're workin' your own nerves.
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