like you were just banging your head into a tree?

I saw my gp yesterday who says I have severe fibro (duh) and severe osteoarthritis. She says I will feel better if I go on a certain diet and start taking certain supplements. I can barely afford my gluten free diet and supplements I am on now. I finally made arrangements to keep my cell phone but my lose my landline and internet due to no pay. I just don't have as much coming in as bills. I'm so frustrated. I had some hope and lost it cause I can't afford it. Called my sister in law cause my usual support system wasn't home and she screamed at me cause the whole world needs two jobs to make it and I don't have even one and I complain about money. I cried myself to sleep. Today I saw my neurologist and she was so nice and she is trying to get my headaches straightened out, hopefully get me on some pills so I can take something when I am out alone instead of suffering because of my shots make me sick so I can't tke them and drive. Tomorrow My cat get fixed and I feel like a worried mother.