i now know why i was born. it was to die. even online i cant find a helping hand. this is the end of my line, i will kill whatever is insid eof me, the weak piece of shit that weighs me down. if i can live through killing it then i will live if i cant then i will die good luck to all of you i hope you have great success at whatever you choose to do. i really thought i oculd change the world now i know i cant do anything but die. i am too afraid to kill myself in any conventional way, so i am going to go to the worst area i can find and just begin to berate everyone i can see, hopefully someone will shoot me.
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