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Ok I will talk.
I woke up feeling this way, and I dont know why. All my plans and dreams seem silly and too far out of my reach, or unstable so that If i chase them they will shatter.
I was walking to the bus to work when I saw a man, he looked very vagualy like my father and something in my mind connected and I saw his face open in a scream of pure rage.
I could almost feel the fury and pain. And then it was gone and the man was just a man again. Not my father at all.
Either Ive gone nuts like I believe I am. I do seriously think I have some mental illness, or my father is angry and in pain and he needs me.
I woke up feeling this way, and I dont know why. All my plans and dreams seem silly and too far out of my reach, or unstable so that If i chase them they will shatter.
I was walking to the bus to work when I saw a man, he looked very vagualy like my father and something in my mind connected and I saw his face open in a scream of pure rage.
I could almost feel the fury and pain. And then it was gone and the man was just a man again. Not my father at all.
Either Ive gone nuts like I believe I am. I do seriously think I have some mental illness, or my father is angry and in pain and he needs me.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
Keep talking honey.x
I want to be able to be financially comfortable without having to sit in a box 8 hours a day.
I want a husband who cares for me and will take care of me, and who will want me for me and not for any other reason.
I'd like kids but I cant because I couldnt trust myself not to destroy them like my mother has done to me.
I want to live in the countryside.
Sorry selfish again cos you'll be closer to me then! xx