Lately, I have been wishing for the day to end, so I can just be done with it and crawl back in bed. BUT, I suffer from insomnia, so I lay awake wishing for morning so I can just get up and get the next day over with. It is a horrible, vicious cylce. I am on medication and see a therapist a few times a week. But this overwhelming dread is taking it's toll on me, and I can't seem to see a way out.
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