HAVING BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP FOR 5 YEARS, SOME MITE THINK WE CUD STILL BE IN THE HUNNYMOON PERIOD. THING IS, WE HAVE HAD MORE PROBLEMS THAN SOME COUPLES IN THEIR 40TH/50TH YEAR OF MARRIAGE MAY HAVE HAD!! IT AS IF WE BEEN SWIMMING AGAINST THE TIDE THE WHOLE TIME WE BEEN 2GEFA AND, ALTHOUGH I USED TO KNOW I LOVE HIM, NOT SO SURE ANYMORE :-(...i KNOW I CARE ABOUT HIM DEEPLY AND AM HURTING BAD RIGHT NOW AT THE THOUGHT OF NOT HAVING HIM IN MY LIFE BUT MY LOGIC TELLS ME I HAVE DONE THE RIGHT THING. CAN ANYONE HELP ME TO STOP THIS PAIN INSIDE, IT IS MAKING ME ILL AND I DON'T WANT MY DEPRESSION GETTING BACK IN CONTROL!!!
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