I feel like crap right now. I'm sick, which doesn't help. Today someone I know was supposed to call me to make plans for tomorrow, but I guess I've been forgotten and I guess being forgotten is what happens to someone who fades into the background. Interacting with people produces a lot of anxiety, yet being alone can be really lonely. It seems like when I try to be around people, I just end up being pushed aside anyways. Fuck today.
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