I feel like I am dying inside. I can't even stand to be in my own house anymore, I can't sleep in my own bed, I can't smile about anything at all. I desperately want my friend back, someone please tell me what to do, I need him in my life even just to stay sane right now. What did I do that warranted this amount of pain? What could I possibly have done to make him go? I really cannot bare this, it's going to kill me. Someone please tell me something to help this pain go away now, something to bring him back, anything!
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