I have a great psychiatrist but even the best intension can really hurt. My Dr Zak did not mean to hurt me and said getting fat is part of getting older. NO it is not it is part of a medical conditon and I resent that he feels otherwize especially being a MD. And the man uses adkins and is morbidly obese..lhow can he say this to an anorectic that had surgery and since has been growing in obesity. If I gain 10 more pounds (206 pounds) I will be seen as morbid obesity myself. I am so depressed over this. I was 91 pounds and had to gain weight to have this surgury and now I am cursed with all this weight that I just cant loose no matter what I do. Gastric surgery is not an option for me. I really want to die for so many reasons but this is one of the biggest ones. NO pun. This is my life and I resent that I ever had the surgery.
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