I feel really down in the dumps today. I'm evaluating my life and all the paths I've taken and I think I'm to blame for all the negative impacts that have happened in my life. Anytime I think I am going to do the right thing and make my life better I end up doing just the opposite. I have too many addictions and my way of live is to party all the time. I think if I could just shake those things things would get easier but I never do what I say I should leaving me stuck in misery. I hate this crap.
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