I dont even know where to start really so I'll just go with what is going on right now. My boyfriend is very selfish (he admits it) and he always seems to make huge plans with his friends to do fun things, doesnt invite me to go cause he "thinks I wouldnt want to" like today he was going paintballing no bid deal right he told me it was him his brother and 2 other guys well guess what today is here and its 25 people guys and girls and guess who is left home alone (me). When its me and him just hanging out all he wants to do is sit around and watch TV. I feel like he doesnt have fun with me and doesnt even want to be with me and I cry all the time and I dont know what to do. I mean I love him when we are together Im happy to be there but I feel so left out!!!! The other problem is that I dont drink at all and he is the lets get drunk till we puke every friday and saturday kinda guy I just dont know what to do Im so sick of crying!!!!!
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