okay..i have my thoughts twisted and i need some help getting them straight.first of all when it comes to sex i am very shy. i dont like to really talk much about it. well today my friend at work IM me and told me she was going to the car to show another girl her vibrator. i didnt respond. then she came back and told me via IM that her friend and her fiance name their dildos. needless to say i was rather appalled but i have such low self esteem i didnt have the balls to tell my friend that this was TMI for me. my friend asked me if i was okay cause i didnt respond to her IMs i told her i was but just didnt quite know what to say. i think my friend thinks i was jealous cause she came back and told me she loved me and i was her best friend but i wasnt jealous i was freaking embarrassed. now i am all down on myself and pissed at her. i have no real reason to be pissed at her but i guess i am cause i expected her to know that this embarrassed me and i guess i am depressed cause i didnt handle like an adult ...
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