i feel so down, so much pain and yet nothing inside, last nite i sat and stared at the tv, not even registering what i was watching, not even seeing it. i get up in the morning and i cant even face myself in the mirror, if i do all i do is cry, i hate myself that much, idk where the hate comes from...but its killing me from the inside out, my soul feels empty and my heart shattered for the last time. i no longer care. death will come eventually, whether i force it to come or it comes on its own i dont give a damn...not anymore
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