I'm new to this website, just found it and thought I would try it out.. It's hard for the people in my life to help me so I figured I would find some other way to get help. I spend most of my nights upset and nothing can get me through it, I also have a hard time falling asleep because of it. I'm still young and I feel like my depression has completely taken over my life. I know that it effects everyone around me and I feel like a crappy person because of it. I try to stay positive but it's so hard. I'm just trying to be happy but because of my depression everything just seems to disappoint me and I don't feel like anyone will be happy in my presence.
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