What to do. I've just stayed in bed for 11 years now. Too much constant pain; both physical and mental. Longing for a touch. So lonely. Why exsist this way. No one would miss me. No friends. Husband just tired and frustrated with me constantly feeling bad. Who could help me get out of this place. I would do it if I wasn't afraid. Hoping fear goes away. Wasted life. Tired of this; no, sick of this, bored to tears. angry, frustrated, no one.
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