THIS SITE MUST BE HAVING SOME PROBLEMS SO I HAD TO POST THIS IN THE ADVICE AREA. I'VE BEEN ON DS FOR ABOUT A MONTH OR SO AND HAVE FOUND SO MANY NICE AND UNDERSTANDING PEOPLE. THE HARDEST THING FOR ME TO EXPLAIN TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS IS HOW THIS MAKES ME FEEL, THE ANXIETY AND THE DEPRESSION THAT GOES ALONG WITH IT. SEE UNLESS YOU HAVE DELT WITH ANY TYPE OF ILLNESS LIKE THIS YOU JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND, THAT'S WHY DS HAS HELPED ME IN SO MANY WAYS. THE WRITING, THE FRIENDSHIPS AND COMPASSION OF OTHERS LIVING LIFE THE WAY I AM. I'M NOT SAYING THAT SOME PEOPLE DO NOT UNDERSTAND BUT MOST THINK THAT YOU CAN JUST BLOW IT OFF AND MOVE ON. NOT TRUE AT LEAST FOR ME, BUT THIS STUFF HERE REALLY WORKS. I HAVEN'T PUT THIS OUT ON THE SITE YET, BUT THIS IS MY SECOND BOUT WITH MAJOR DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY. I MADE IT THROUGH THE LAST ONE WHICH WAS ABOUT 25 YEARS AGO, BUT I DID MANAGE TO LOOSE MY WIFE WHO COULDN'T UNDERSTAND OR MAYBE DIDN'T WANT TO ABOUT THIS CONDITION. ALONG WITH OTHER MEDICAL CONDITIONS AND NOW NO JOB OR HOME OF MY OWN THE PICTURE LOOKS BLEAK. I'M NOT FEARING OR WORRING ABOUT THE MATERIAL THINGS ANYMORE JUST HOPE AND PRAY FOR SOME NORMALICY TO COME BACK. MY AGE NOW HAS BECOME A FACTOR IN GETTING WORK AS THESE COMPANIES DON'T WANT THE BAGGAGE NOR THE MEDICAL BILLS THAT COMES WITH IT. HOPE EVERYONE GETS SOMETHING OUT OF THIS AND PLEASE REPLY IF YOU'D LIKE. GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU.
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