OK. I think about suicide. I don't have a plan or anything like that. And deep down inside I really honestly do NOT want to do it. It's like I am scared of thinking about suicide....does this make sense to anyone? I was just talking to my mom and I said I was thinking about suicide and I started crying...I don't want to think about suicide. I don't want to commit suicide. Why is this on my mind so much. I know I am always worrying about EVERYTHING and putting pressure on myself to feel better faster, lose weight faster, graduate from school faster. Is this just something else that I obsess about? Because honestly..I don't want to kill myself..I cannot stress that enough. Please tell me if anybody understands what I'm saying. Thanks :)
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