I don't know why I do these things to myself, but I just bought Alica Keyes new CD today and while listening to it on the way home I had to pull off the road and cry my f**king eyes out. I love music, love it. Espically the Blues. Makes sense right, I'm depressed so I listen to the Blues, but lately it seems that any type of music just makes me cry and cry. And this Xmas music oh please Lord will someone please find the universal turn off switch for this shit...I can't go into a store w/out being reminded that yep, I'm going to be alone at Xmas....Maybe I'll try to find a wino and invite him over. so the question is this: does music help your depression or make it worse?
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