Every day feels worse than the day before. My son treats me like crap, my husband is sick of me. I can barely make myself shower, clean the house, etc. I wake up thinking... I can't do this anymore, every day. I have tried every med in the book. My mom and husband say I am just plain lazy, and need to get outside, get a job, get a life, etc. Yet I am always so sad, mad, just depressed, almost everyday for the last ten years...does it ever get any better???
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