I was debating to go back to the hospital to get back on my feet with this depression thing or just stay home and keep fighting it on my own. The last time I was there it was only for two days because I signed myself out. The only bad thing about signing yourself in. I didnt want to deal with everyone asking me what I'm doing and if I wanted to come to group or to come and eat. If I do it this time I'm going to have someone else go with me to sign me in for that I cant do the samething again that I did last time. I want to get through this but having a hard time doing it on my own at home. I just cant get the thoughts out of my head. I'm not going to do anything right now because I've two girls with me in the house and no one to take them right now tempory or permantly. Any input would me much appriated, good or bad. I'm still debating to go in or stay home and fight it here with going to my counslor once every other week to once a week.
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