I keep tellin myself i can beat this, been doing this since 1995. Im wondering if Depression is just a slow death that eventually wins no matter how hard you fight it with meds Talk therapy anything. Death is unavoidable,This just feels like a slower way. Anyone have any thoughts on this?
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