i am 36 years old and aside from my husband and 5 year old son, i have no friends. somehow, i let the depression slowly erode away any friendships that i may have had. i feel so lonely and alienated that i often feel suicidal. that sounds terrible, i know, because of what it would do to my son, but the benefit to my family would be great because i have a sizeable life insurance and i'm past the 2 yr. suicide clause.
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