I'm in a real rut here my depression is starting to take hold of my life, I can barely study, all I want to do is sleep, and when ever I feel real sad I eat junk food and smoke. I started to see a therapist but because last October I was diagnosed with anorexia she wont perscribe me any meds without a clinical evaluation from the eating dissorder clinic and an all clear sign(which it wouldn't be) that I wont try to be thin again on antidepressants. So now I'm in this back and forth game with the clinic trying to get treatment, scared to go to the eating dissorder clinic, and feeling worse everyday. She says, "Well, we don't want you to loose the weight you've gained during your depression so drug treatment isn't an option." lol so just to keep me 5'7 and 120 I get to feel like crap everyday! ok any advice, I know I'm rambling but when I'm frustrated that tends to happen.
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