I am constantly putting on a "happy face" for everyone around me. I have to hide my overwhelming sadness from my daughters, ages 2 & 3. I find myself yelling at them for no reason and sending them off to another room to watch TV so I can be left alone. I have no motivation. I lost my job in May and have lost all self-confidence in myself. My husband yells at me for not having the house spotless when he gets home from work. He says, "Can't you just decide to be happy and be happy?" I want to give into the depression so bad and lock myself away somewhere. I feel like I'm being pulled under my a huge wave and I can't get my head above water. I can't breathe. I've been on Zoloft, but it just doesn't seem to be helping anymore. I can't remember the last time I felt happy. Please tell me that someone feels as lost as I do...
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