Have you heard of people who say they were born male, but feel like they should be female or visa versa? Well I wonder, is it possible to also feel like you were born in the wrong place or time? That's how I feel. I've never felt like I belonged in California and I have always longed to live in the Midwest. It seems so simple, I should just move. But it's not so easy. I also feel as if I was born 40 years too late, for I long to be able to live in a time like the 30's or 40's, when things were so much simpler and slower paced. Maybe that's what drives my depression, a longing for a different life I can't seem to obtain, and a hatred for the place where I live now.
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