My heart hurts cause the 2 women i loved or thaught i did make me cry one of them is my mother. She passed away last year and i feel like when she was in the hospital, i said i love you more in 6 months then i said to her in 37 years, and the other was my fiance she broke up with me said i wasn't affectionate or loving or attentive. The biggest thing was she felt i put others in front of her which wasn't true, also there are things she held inside and basically held a grudge and when we argued some of those things came out. So i question do i know what love is? Am i putting forth the effort to try to fix my problem. Love is a emotion that is taken for granted and harder to keep once you do find it. I don't know if i should say something i don't know what it means.
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