Seriously why is it people talk to me then think "Oh I want to die, I am going to fucking kill myself" I seriously am to the point that I think I am a jinx. Things were looking a bit better and now tonight its happening again. I cant even keep someone talking or get them to call a crisis person or their doc or even me. I dont know if I can stand this. Is suicide contagious? Am I stupid? Should I even be posting this post...will someone get an idea from it and die.
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